DBSK

2010-05-15T23:52:00.005+08:00

Although i look as though im very carefree.
my life look like it has no worries,
but i can tell u tat im seriously very troubled.
veryveryvery troubled la!

i only hope...
tat i can share my troubles
with some1 who i can share with.
but!!! ,theres no one who i think i can share with!
i am feeling quite depressed.

i realised im wrong.
but its too late to turn back now.
maybe i should just go along with it till de end.

its really hard for me to get back my smiles.
i really enjoyed laughing like a crazy person.
i don feel happy eve4ryday at all.
but seeing my friends smile & laugh...
make me feel a little glad too.

i wan to study in korea.
my mom has agreed to it.
but have to wait till next year.
my time is wasted again.

MayGodBlessYou

2010-05-14T08:51:00.005+08:00

almost forgotten tat i still has a blog.
had dance for the past 2 weeks with ketty & angel.
im so lousy at it haha!
but its ok i will practice harder!

School,
very long & boring.
luckily the teachers are kind
and i like them very much =)

Friends,
i was bothered for the past few days
but felt much better now thanks to bff(ketty)
you're loved!
-

Its very hard to find some1 who understands u.
who thinks for u.
who gives in to u.
who really loved you.
why is this so?
i think.. even if i died,
nobody would really be sad for me..
no one will even think of our memories.
because im nothing :(

i lack of looks, figure, height & brain.
although i keep try to improve myself,
but there is stil some limit :(

i wan to be like a happy, carefree person!
can i?should i? of course!!
i hope i can stop being so paranoid!
*slaps myself**
i wan my friendships to last long and good!

goodbye!
MayGodBlessYou

2010-05-04T23:15:00.002+08:00

Its been quite long since i updated my blog.
hmm, school is fine nowadays.
just hoping to do well in my exams :)
frankly speaking,
the school time table sucks.
-
i wan my friends to last long too!
true frens will accept each other, right? :D

i dont care if u think...
im short, fat or ugly.
because tats me :D
i will try to improve.
but i like how i am now :)
-
-

went to ZUNO's showcase 2010 !
he is super hot and tall . haha
junsu was there too!
both of their voices.... *thumbs up* !
everyone must support zuno ok!?
-

spotted a guy who look somehow alike to
super junior's Ryeowook... in school.
he dont talk alot :/
maybe because there are

no topics to talk about? D;
-

i want to be myself.
its quite hard.
i wan to go back to my pasts.
be the cheerful & happy self.
with little worries and low care image.
-
nowadays,
maybe im being quite paranoid.
i feels tat my friends dislikes me.
but they said they dont.
i duno wad im thinking.

i have been chasing the time.
i want to learn many things..
but my family financial is
not very suitable currently.
i have to enlonged my course by 1 year.
delay learning my favourite dance.
delay learning my language.
delay the plans of going to korea.
its quite sad actually.
but wad can i do?
im a filial daughter :)
-
not forgeting about my diet plans.
still going on. and going down.
i must hit 45kg by end of this year.
and hit 40kg by end of 2011.
wish me luckssss! <3

love zuno,
Dionna
MayGodBlessYou

2010-04-21T19:18:00.002+08:00

My blog is "die-ing" ;(
can people who read, pls tag?
At least let the tagboard be alive. HAHA

Lengleng went to Korea already.
im so super duper JEALOUS !
haha. but i hope she enjoy the trip.
although she is not in higher nitecc,
but i will not miss her LOL
cause we are meeting every now & then xD

so far,
school is fine!
made some new friends.
and my class has many beauties!~ *drools*
there is a new shop opened in our school.
i love the choco chip cookies!
its not very bad. People, u can try!
im quite happy tat, some of my friends
has came into the same school!
hope to see them often.

i hope, i will do well in my school work.
and stop my laziness.
i want to find a weekend job!
whoever have lobang, please inform me!

-
todays conclusion:
i have been trying to improve myself in every way.
i want to be as good as the others.
i want to be as pretty as them.
but, there are many things i cant do.
example: my bones are huge and my facebone is.... -_-"
wad can i do? sobs.
but i really thanked my parents for how i am now.

MayGodBlessYou

2010-04-16T22:49:00.003+08:00

Its been 1 week since the school start.
it was super duper BORING.
in this hot weather..
they actually made us play meaningless games.

today,
dont know why..
i felt so down.
i felt as if everyone dislike me :(
im irritating.
ugly fat or short. or wadever.
sobs.
infact, no one really know/care about me @ all.
im a failure right? ;(
hope after a night of sleep,
i will feel better.

i hope it can be a happy 2 years.
i hope my classmates can be happy too!
its a new year. right? :)
new classmates.
new life.
treasure my friends alot <3
ketty, meiyan, thessa, angel, lengleng, yvonne :)

update again tml!
im tired.
goodnight!
MayGodBlessYou

2010-04-07T11:08:00.002+08:00

School is starting in 5 days time!
sadly, have to study until 2012 :(

Saturday, went to Wanni's house to stay.
went shopping and my money is all gone now XD.
totally broke !
just the contact lens,
make my eyes looked bigger o_o
LOL.

This is taken when im in primary school? :D
pri 2-3 i think.
still not fat at that time!
but when im primary 5.....
Fats hormones start to change T_T
actually there are muscles on my legs.
due to daily running when im in pri2-6.

when i went into secondary school,
i stopped running.
and my huge muscles became FATS.
HAHAHA -_-

this is me when im a baby!
i didnt know i looked ike this until i saw the pics haha.

look at my hair!
i wonder how i can smile so happily when im young.
no worries.. just live happily.
but things start to chaneg again when i start to grow T_T

-
my dream is to open a nail bar or a spa!
i want to earn earn and earn loads!
and im sure i can do it.

and my 2nd dream is to have a small house in Korea!
so tat i can stay there whenever i want.
of course, i must do commitment to the country too!

and i will continue supporting my IDOLS!
DBSK, SuperJunior, Shinee, 2PM, SNSD,
Kara!
this 6 bands are my TOP favourites!
not only the songs are nice,
they looked really great.
nice figure and nice face.
talented also!!
Talents are borned with.

so people without talents.....
might wan to consider working hard? :D

MayGodBlessYou

2010-03-27T21:28:00.002+08:00

2009.
its finally over.
a pathetic year.

2010.
wat will things be like?

ps: Leng... stand up for yourself.
instead of feeling hurt.
you have no reason to give in all the time.
this is all i can advice you. <3

MayGodBlessYou

2010-03-22T20:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the last day of work at food fair ^_^
i had a really good sleep last night.
i stink worst than shit when i got home last night.
haha. when i took cab with pearlynn last night,
i realised its been a long time since we met yea? :)
anyway, i've got my pay already.

after working,
i found out tat ..
being a singaporean is quite shameful.
i was sellling coffee.
it was already much cheaper than outside.
and if u buy 2 packets, u get a free coffee cup.

to my horror,
those aunties is totally typical.
uncles also by the way.
they argue about the price.
and a smallblack dot on the cup,
they want to exchange.
they screen through every cup.
and its when we are veryvery busy.
i donknow wad else to say about them -.-
shameful !
today, rested at home for whole day.
felt much energetic already.

with love,
dio
MayGodBlessYou

2010-03-20T00:24:00.003+08:00

woa woa woa...
today is the 2nd day working at suntec food fair ^_^
i dont know how to describe how my FEET is feeling now.
it felt terrible :( really!

hoho.. despite my feet,
the workplace is fun.
with cheeky people around.
like pearlynn, sarah, esther, small boy etcetcc ^_^

my sec schhool friends ^^
secondary scchhool always had the most precious memories!
im now half asleep already .
work again tml! moneymoneymoney._.

GoodNight &
MayGodBlessYou

2010-03-08T21:15:00.003+08:00

These guys are especially attractive!
i seldom get attracted to guys so much!
i dont feel happy in wad ever i do now.
because in my heart and mind,
i want to go to Korea.
even my soul is there already.
i must go ! either this year or 2012!

Nickhun-2pm #9

HyunJoong-SS501 #8

Ryeowook-Superjunior #1 in my heart!

Hongki-FtIsland #7

Sungmin-Superjunior #3

Donghae-Superjunior #2

Jaejoong-DBSK #5

MickyYooChun-DBSK #4

Yunho-DBSK #6

im on my way to learning korean now.
wish me luck.
i must find a way to stuck myself in korea when i go!
if not my life is like... aimless?
hahaha.

my attachment life ended.
report and presentation also ended.
i somehow felt less pressure & happy.

but i feel tat my life was somehow empty.
my mind is filled up with Korean stuffs.
but my heart is empty.
because i can only treat thenm as my idols.
not friends =/
this is quite a sad truth.
but i dont care! :D
i will continue to love them.
nobody can walk into me anymore! XD
because i love Korean's singer
until i lost interest in other guys already -.-"

PS: Happybirthday to weijun!

MayGodBlessYou

2010-03-04T22:46:00.002+08:00

What is the most important thing to you?
To me, it is definitely MONEY!

with money, i can travel to KOREA.
with money, i can open a company.
i can have plastic surgery.
i can let my family have a good life.
i can buy wadever i want.
with money, i would be able to meet DBSK.

my greatest dream ever is to go to Korea,
and get to know DBSK.
i know its a little hard.
but i really really admire them!
i admire their looks, figure, height, voice and dance!
i admire them to a certain extend
tat i lost interest in ALL the other guys in this world.
*that does not mean im a les*

When i have insonmia at night,
everything in my brain is DBSK.
i dont know why. but its just them.

i don feel like continueing to study at all.
i want to go out to work and earn money to go to Korea.
But for my future's sake , for my family's sake,
they want me to continue studying my course.

although this is not i want,
but i have pushed my date going to Korea to 2 years later.
i think if i dont go to Korea,
i will always feel sad and reluctant in everything i do.

im here telling everybody to not follow my footsteps.
dont fall for a attractive boyband!!!
if not u will suffer like me.
i love DBSK !! <3

MICKY, HERO, UKNOW, XIAH, MAX
dbskdbSKDBSK~
MayGodBlessYou

2010-02-27T21:47:00.003+08:00

1st May 2010 !!!!
Xiah Junsu and his brother Junho is coming to Singapore.
im so happy!
i hope that Micky Yoochun & Youngwoon Jaejoong
will come along too.
DBSK is the best!
FIGHTING!!
i also hope that DBSK wont split up.

and oh, there are news on Kpop boy band "2PM"
i hope all the low IQ fans of 2pm
can stop all the brainless actions.
Jaeboem left the group is a fact.
why are u going against the other members
and increase their sadness?
especially WooYoung and Taekyeon.
it wasnt them who made him leave.
its a post from 4 years ago !
blame it on his anti-fan instead :)

Im looking forward to the trip to Korea on 2012
with Sianning & Priscilla :)

My attachment is ending on 4March!
im actually quite Happy.
i've wasted 2months of my life.
i've many things waiting for me after attachment!
goodluck ! i know i can do it if i wan to ;)

Loves DBSK,
MayGodBlessYou

2010-02-25T20:21:00.002+08:00

DBSK- micky yoochun
Look at his jaw!
Look at his smile!
Look at his humour!
im willing to use everything

just to exchange for him!

Life was hard.
There are many decision to make.
i was wondering whether to take Higher Nitec
or take Private diploma.
Higher Nitec takes 2 years but its cheap.
Private takes 1 year but its expensive.
Because i've made my plannings
on going to Korea,
taking the 2 years course
will delay and dragg all my plannings!

Nevertheless,
my family sugggested tat i take Higher Nitec.
i was so sad! but i had to understand them.
its was them who is paying.
i hope, this 1 year. . . .
wont be affecting me much!
i'll just take it as 1 more year for me to save money
and slim down!
oh yeayeayea! i've lost 2kgs!
my target is 43kg :S
i bet micky yoochun wont like fat girls.
Goodluck to me.

this is the new year.
i've done all my future plannings,
and i want to start it welll.
this year will be the goal-oriented year.
i must study well for . . .
Higher Nitec, Korean Language & Dance!
it might be tiring but i will do it!
i hope, very soon, i can speak Korean to my friends! <3

Today,
i became a hair model for the hairfashion students.
and my hair became copper colour! :D
i donknow it suit me or not.
but my frens says it suited me.
thanks to Xiaoma & Huiyu. :)
Its a great job! ^^
Despite xiaoma fooling around,
it was overall good!

on my way home,
there was THIS AUNTIE.
WHO SAT OPPOSITE ME!!!!
she DIGGed her NOSE.
i turnned and look at her,
she actually still dared to smile at me -__-"
it was totally gross.
i cant even find words to describe her.
She is from China through the way she talks on fone!
Faints!

Sorry for not able to update my blog everyday,
i promise i will when i finished my attachment!
Loves Yoochunnie!
MayGodBlessYou

2010-02-14T00:18:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year everybody !
this is a new start !
forget the unhappiness & start anew life!

im on the way to saving to korea.
so if anybody have too much cash with them,
u may want to give it to me ^^

Today ate steamboat with colleauges!
^__^ thanks to my supervisor helen.
she gave me a ride home.
and gave me a red packet :D
im so lucky tat my colleauges are nice!
the attachment is ending!

Thessa is not here today D:
but i had 2 customers today .
at least not very bored.
Slacking and Laughing and Chatting
with Thessa everyday :D
we went to watch : 14 blades.
and the ending was .......
all the wugong pro died -_-

anyway,
i wan to faster learn korean language
and proceed to KOREA next year after my birthday!
i would be happy to death.
Talking to tat Ketty now.
she is naggy!
im off to reply her now.
HAHA. don scold me whenu see this -0-

uh-oh,
and im on my way to dieting.
so pls, do not give me food or wadsoever!
i will be very grateful to u :)

Happy Valentines Day to everyone.
And Happy New Year!
i wan get more red packets!
with loads of money ^__^
goodnight!
MayGodBlessYou

2010-02-04T19:50:00.004+08:00

Micky Yoochun, Xiah Junsu, Youngwoon
Jaejoong, Uknow Yunho, Choikang Changmin
-Dong Bang Shin Ki ~

They are hot right?
hahas seriously,
i think no one can ever resist hot & pretty boys.
especially when they are super talented
and has a great sense of humour.
many girls in this world,
like me, are so super into KPOP.
DBSK, Super Junior, SHINee, BigBang, SS501, BEG,
SNSD, Ft Island, 2pm, WonderGirls... etc. .
We are not crazy over them.
its just tat we admire them too much. haha.
well, its because. . . in Singapore,
no guys dare to style & dye their hair like them.
no guys dare to put make up like their's.
no guys dare to admit they like Pink. (like sungmin)
no guys dare to be as witty as them.
therefore, most of the girls. . . .
fall for them so easily! :D

somemore, so wad if some of them did plastic surgeries?
they suffer the pain for popularity.
and their dreams came true. why not?
at least they are cute after that^^

GIRLS! do u agree?! muahaha.
some may not agree with me.
but this is what i think.
because guys in Singapore
are afraid of being critisize.
but also true lah,
they are not celebrities.
thats why they dont do this.
so i shall not type any further.

im so super tired from attachment.
and i spent 3/4++ of my 1st pay already -_-
sad case. x_x
i still need a big sum of money to go Korea.
but no worries ^^ i have 2 years more to save !

PS: Please stay healthy & happy!
Sarangheyo Donghae, Ryeowook & JaeJoong Oppa!
MayGodBlessYou

2010-02-03T07:53:00.003+08:00

SHINee came to Singapore on 31 January 2010.
was freaking upset that i couldnt go.
even on 1st&2nd Feb.
Ft Island came too.
i cant go too.
i became EMO !! lol.

the workers and security
dont let singapore fans shake hands with the idols!!
wtf? we are paying mone.
we love them with our hearts.
why cant we even shake hands?
the idol are willing to.
but who are u to stop them?
lols

but i swear i will go Korea
and find a chance to see them !
even if its just once.
although once is so not enough~

I hope Jaebeom from 2pm can go back to Korea
and continue to be the leader of 2pm!
Leadja!! Dont be affected so easily by ur anti-s!
they eat shit one..
they must be feeling very successful
because their purpose is to make u leave
and u really leave =_=!
think for ur members on the positive side!
i support you <3

Have been doing my attachment.
it was BORING.
but then, the days pasts,
and it had been 1 month+ already.
it will soon be ending.
which im very happy about.
hahaha !

Im here praying for
SuperJunior, SHINEe, DBSK, 2pm & FT Island
to stay happy and healthy.
Sarangheyo!!

MayGodBlessYou

2010-01-20T21:43:00.003+08:00

Koreans``

my love, Donghae!
althought there are many other cute& talented artists,
i still prefer him !

Was wondering,
why ever would stupid girls die for some flirty Singaporean guys?
compared to Korean guys . . .
they totally fail.
maybe not all. but MOST.
bwahahaha. i find it so true while typing this.

next,
was chatting with Thessa recently,
about young girls getting pregnant.
1stly, the guys are not as cute as korean guys.

i just don understand why those guys
like to play with girls.
after playing with them,
had your own fun & leave them?

*shakes head*
even if the girl wans to get pregnant,
at least find a guy with education or money? :S
i don care wad comments i will get from typing this.
its my blog ^^

*my plan*
going to korea on 2012/2013 with friends.
stay there for 1-2 years or more.
find a job there and survive.
anyway, even if i don get to stay there,
i will visit there often.

GoodNight!
Sarangheyo Donghae.
Stay healthy & happy, fishy :)
MayGodBlessYou

2010-01-09T21:53:00.006+08:00

Taemin - SHINee

Annyeong^_^
Today went to work alone :(
Thessa is having her offday.
sobs. it was so bored!

i only pick up calls
and take care of the reception area -_-"
but im glad tat im able to

slowly communicate with the colleuges!
oh god, i hope the attachment will end as soon as possible!

LeeHongki - Ft Island
(they are coming to Singapore on the 29 & 30th)
BUT i have no ticket and cant make it -_-
stuupid IA . . .

oh everyone, my chinese name has been changed!
my new name is Hanyi.
Please note!
Kamsahamnida~

Goodnight Donghae,
sarangheyo '-'
MayGodBlessYou

2010-01-07T22:31:00.004+08:00

i've capture ur everything in my mind.
-DioHae-

IA -_- the most boring thing ever.
But for the sake of the pathetic cert,
just bear with it for 400 hours.
i know the way i sit is abit awkward.
please dont mind me -_-

Sian-ed! Saturday Thessa offday!
I have to be alone :( sobsobs.
i will keep all my percious memories
with my friends in my heart.
i may not express it out,
but i do care & love them being my friends.

i have a small dream.
i wished to live in Korea.
Tat is a place with the seasons.
i get to wear all seasons clothes.
enjoy the snow. . .
experiencing autumm,spring,winter and summer.
&& get nearer with my idols.

unlike singapore weather.
everyday humid. i dont like it.
korean language is a challenge for me too.
i will learn it with all my heart.
i might be short in height.
but im definitely not short in my brain cells.

People may say im crazy over fans.
But wads wrong with tat?
im not crazy till the extend of skipping work or wadsoever.
but i jus love them.
seeing their videos, it cheered me up :)

no one will know how i feel inside.
no one will ever understand me.
i also wont want anyone to understand me.
im just being myself.
happy with wad im doing, wad i have.
and i have the urge of wanting to improve.
nobody can stop me.

Goodnight
Stay Healthy & Happy .
IloveDonghaeForever,
MayGodBlessYou

2010-01-04T22:28:00.004+08:00

You are in Korea.
Im in Singapore -__-
We are so far apart :(
But i swear i will go find you someday.
Donghae (:

Stay Healthy & Happy.
MayGodBlessYou

2010-01-04T21:27:00.004+08:00

sarangheyo~

1st day of work.
kinda good :D
the place was quite Ulu
so there is not much customer.
the colleuges are friendly
and they are nice.
its better than what i thought lar :)

Hope the 9 weeks of IA,
will past peacefully and fast :D
byebye!

loving Donghae,
MayGodBlessYou

2010-01-03T17:07:00.005+08:00

Name: Lee Donghae

Korean Name: 이동해

Chinese Name: 李东海

Nickname: Pinocchio, Fishy

Date of Birth: 15th October 1986

Height: 175cm

Weight: 58 kg

Blood Type: A

Religion : Christian

Blood Type: A

MayGodBlessYou

2010-01-03T16:57:00.003+08:00

i cant help it.
just wanna post his
cute pictures onto my blog.
too attractive already.

omo!
MayGodBlessYou

2010-01-03T16:48:00.003+08:00

Donghae oppa-

Today is the last day of enjoyment :(
Im starting my school attachment tml.
The place is quite far from my place -__-
So, i need to wake up early. But its ok,
i will endure it since its only 9 weeks.
Good Luck to me !!

Love SuperJunior,
MayGodBlessYou

2010-01-02T21:32:00.004+08:00

Donghae Oppa-

SUPER JUNIOR

FIGHTING !

Have a Good Night.
MayGodBlessYou

2010-01-02T18:16:00.006+08:00

Donghae oppa~

Im writing my heart out.
Im only/already 17.
there is still a long way for me to go.
and there are many obstacles waiting for me to go through also.
i hope my parents stop treating me like a child.
i know they meant well for me.
But i hope they will let me go,
explore the world myself and do wat i wan.

in life, there is no such things as a smooth & perfect life.
every one will do/go wrong sometimes.
i will take it as a lesson
and learn when growing up.
its a process of growing.
Everyone has a dream,
and not everyone will pursue it.
because they lack confidence.

but i wan to pursue my dream.
i hope u can support me
and not pour me cold water.
i hope u have confidence in me,
and dont doubt me. can you?
i want/need your support mom!

So, even if i do/make the wrong decision,
i will take responsibility myself and face it.
because im in the process of growing.
i wont give up until i become successful.
i wont let you down.
and i know wad is right & wrong.
i wont be ungrateful.
if not i will die terribly :)

I have written wad im thinking.
i know im sometimes lazy,
and when im young, i might do things only halfway.
tat caused your doubts.

but, this is a new year.
i want to start it right.
starting from this year.
even if u don support me,
i will still do wad i wan.
but it takes a longer time for me.
so of course i hope you will
allow access for my life more smoothly.

i want to earn loads and give my family a super good life.
i want and i need to do it.
because of aging, i wan to let all these speed up.
so you can enjoy more.

thanks! and love you :)
MayGodBlessYou

2010-01-01T16:22:00.007+08:00

Heechul Oppa~

Firstly, Happy New Year (:
The arrival of year 2010.
I have some goals.

-To finish my IA and get my cert :)
-To Learn Sing, Dance & learn Korean
-Less Play, More Work
-Get rid of fats . lol
-Save money to go overseas on 2011 .

I must make sure they come true.
and i hope everyone else will
work hard for wat they want too.
All the best.

Hongki Oppa~

Wish everyone GoodHealth and Happy.
Especially my family,
DongHae, Heechul & Hongki (:
HaengBok!!
Happy Birthday Sungminiee Oppa! (:

MayGodBlessYou

2010-01-01T11:58:00.006+08:00

Hongki - Ft Island

Annyounghaseyo~
to those people who dont know,
im introducing u a nice drama.
Title : you're beautiful
you are able to watch it in youtube.
its dam nice.
& my cute hongki is one of the cast .

anyway, i just changed my blog songs.
listen to it! they are all very nice.
but if u dont wan, i wont force you .

sorry for not blogging.
my blogger is slowly becoming dead.
i will try to update more.

i hardly blog about my life now
is because im so into Kpop.
so totally in love with those bands.
i know its unrealistic...
but to me, its ok.
because i like talented guys :)

PS: my IA is starting on Monday.
i hope they will go easy on me ^^,

loves
Donghae & hongki <3
MayGodBlessYou

2009-12-26T11:24:00.005+08:00

Jaejoong-DBSK

Hohoho. Merry Christmas everyone :) !
Will be starting my attachment on 4th January .
After 9 weeks, i finally graduated from my school :D
And after that, im able to study what i want.
Isnt that great?

Walking towards the other path of my life.
This is call Happiness :D

MayGodBlessYou

2009-12-21T23:36:00.005+08:00

Sungminie oppa~

I dont know since when im so crazy over them.
What should i say about Super Junior?
They are just too adorable and talented.

They have a type of Charisma that

other celebrities does not have.

They are talented. Unresistable!

Oppas, Sarangheyo!
FIGHTING!

Leeteuk, Heechul , Hankyung, Yesung,

Kangin, Shindong,,,Sungmin, Eunhyuk,

Donghae, Siwon, Ryeowook, Kibum, Kyuhyun.

Stay Healthy & Have a Good Sleep.
GoodNight-
Signing off, Dionna.
MayGodBlessYou

2009-12-20T21:42:00.007+08:00

HanKyung oppa`

맙소사,
나는 내가 받을 수 있는 슈퍼주니어 알고 있습니다.
나는 위해 열심히 일하는 것이었습니다.
나는 기도하는 것은 건강하고 행복하게 살았으면 좋겠가
될 수 있는 가수 혹은 무용수! 보니 그들이 무대 위에는,
그러고 나면 기분이 감정적이고 충동을가.
나는 그들을 사랑하라! 미쳐가고 있는 것 같은.
제발 나를 이끌어 내 쪽으로 골!
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
(Sorry for my broken korean =/)
love super junior :)
-oppas SARANGHEYO-

Sorry that my blog is becoming dead.
i miss the school days!
when i hangout with

Ketty Mariana, Pearlynn Tan etc.
Everyone started to walk our own way :(
Hey! Keep In contact. Get it?!

I hope that stupid Attachment person
will call me ASAP.
i don have much time to wait for ur call.
Its 9 weeks. But why do i have to wait?
i simply hate waiting.
its a waste of my lifetime.
People only live ONCE.
Get it? im getting pissed off by waiting.

MayGodBlessYou

2009-12-12T23:17:00.004+08:00

Super Junior, Ft Island,
2PM, 2AM, SNSD, SHINee,
SS501, Wonder Girls,
Big Bang, Epik High

KPOP is the best (:
MayGodBlessYou

2009-12-05T12:13:00.004+08:00

Ketty this is to show u how my Kim Ryeo Wook
look on the stage! super cute de lo !

loves donghae and hongki !
MayGodBlessYou

2009-12-04T23:31:00.004+08:00

i felt. . .
Happy to see you happy.
Sad because i know i can never see u again.
Disappointed becos im not tat person who make u happy.
Its so hard to let go, when u really fall for some1.
But wad to do?
All i can is to continue laughing, lead my own life.
and wait for the guy who is really meant for me.

Today,

went out with Ketty to Woodlands.
she grumbled about the distance LOL
she requested for ice skating.
so we headed down to kallang.
in the end, we ended up doing our nails =_=
haha! although nth much happened today,
it was an enjoyable day to me!
meow~

GoodNight!
MayGodBlessYou

2009-12-04T08:52:00.002+08:00

Its the last day of school
& im free from exams !
I hope my efforts of studying paid off!

Super happy yesterday!
Thanks to my fussy cat!
loool.

Update again soon.
Byebye!
MayGodBlessYou

2009-12-02T18:19:00.004+08:00

Im here to blog about my . . .
EXAM STATUS !
i studied everyday after the exam, hoping for a good grade.
i threw my fun and laughter away for a few days to study !
i swear tat after my exams. . . . . .
i must really enjoy myself like there is no tomorrow!

1st paper : SLO (very easy!)

2nd paper : SES
it was super hard! but i still hope i will be able to make it.

3rdpaper : DLT (very easy!)

hopefully, the last paper tmr will be easy too :/
i don wanna wait till nex year and take my exams again :(
i wanna leave this school !

to niekniek :
my ear hurts!
but i dont blame u for it.
haha. im too careless ):

to lengleng :
cheer up leys!
u look super sad and moody today!
i love ur smile !

*I hope my friends dont think the wrong way.
cos my 6th sense somehow tells me
tat im doing something wrong -_-
and is being detested !
Good luck to all my friends for the exams!

okay!
im off to study again.take care everyone!
MayGodBlessYou

2009-11-29T22:08:00.003+08:00

海派甜心
is a nice drama!
i assure that you wont
regret watching it .

Storyline:
Xue Hai (xiao zhu) was a super dork

when he first arrived in Shanghai.

After his schoolmate Bao Zhu (rainie yang)
saved him from bullying, she became his first love.

Then, a misunderstanding caused them to lose contact

when she moved back to Taiwan.

He thought she dumped him.

So he transformed himself from

a dork to a hunk in order to seek revenge.

End of story.
Goodnight.
MayGodBlessYou

2009-11-29T21:47:00.002+08:00

This is Kim Ryeo Wook.
Hes the one tat i always talked about in school.

Spotted one guy in school
that 50% look like him.
Hope to see him tmr in school!

This is my cat ! meow~
my best friend .

Our thinking, our actions
are almost the same :D
thats wad make us good fren.
Dont let anyone or anything
destroy this friendship !

Hope every of my classmates,
will pass the exams !
UB0901G

This is angel ! (:
We might not be very close!
But u're a great friend to be with .

Its my sister's 21st birthday !
today 29/11/09.
Happy Birthday !
Dont forget to feed me until im old.
HAHA! Stay healthy & happy!
I will be here for you !
Stop asking me to off the music
when u're studying !
Without music, I would die ! ):
&& its time for u

to find a Boyfriend ! HAHA.

Today's quoto:

Friends can easily become lovers.
But it is hard for lovers to be friend again.

Tmr is my exams ! (:
Wish me luck .
I wan to shop & swim after exams!
ANYONE? haha..
Looking forward to the movie with bro.
loves !

Goodnight everyone.
MayGodBlessYou

2009-11-23T22:03:00.002+08:00

"Cats" :D
Drawn by dio! :)

School is boring. .
although exams are coming,
but dont feel like going to class =/
Never get to see the 2 person tat i wanted anyway.

studied with ketty .
hopefully i can make it :)
now, nth is more important than studying.
so tired now.
Goodnight.

MayGodBlessYou

2009-11-22T21:43:00.005+08:00

Yippies!
Exams are around the corner!
I should be studying
but my mind is filled with many
useless stuffs !

RAR! Brainwash me please.

If you love me only in my dreams,

let me be asleep forever....

GoodNights.
MayGodBlessYou

2009-11-21T22:27:00.003+08:00

Today will be the last day.
I will let everything come to an end.
All my misses to you,
will end here.
We never started &

we will never ever.

Because its all too late.
Stay happy :)
Goodnight.

MayGodBlessYou

2009-11-21T22:22:00.002+08:00

In my life,
there is 2 cats.
one is KETTY giam,
one is PEARLYNN tan.
this 2 cats are my best friends.

they wont scratch, they wont bite.
they can talk to me heart-to-heart.
they understand me well :D

We chat, eat, joke, play & study.
I will guard this 2 cats of mine
till the day we passed away.

Hope this frenship will not end :)
LOVES!
bye-!

MayGodBlessYou

2009-11-21T09:03:00.003+08:00

Went for my IA(industrial Attachment) interview!
at first was quite worried.
but eventually, it went out quite smoothly! (:
Went there with Tricia, Thessa & Meiyan.
They so fortunate ley!
after interview, all of them went out with BOYFRIEND.
im the only one without bf =.=
I guess its time for me to find one? lols -__-
(post pics when im back)

Gonna Study later!
Exams are arriving in one week time!
Goodluck to all my classmates & myself :D

MayGodBlessYou

2009-11-18T21:31:00.003+08:00

Who dont need love?
Who likes to be hated?

All i want is you.
But i know i cant have you.
Give me a few days.
Jus a few days for me to forget you.
I know i can :)

MayGodBlessYou

2009-11-13T16:56:00.005+08:00

Thanks to these girls.
We eat, chat, play & study.

Yesterday was a happy & memorable day.
Went to Fairprice to shop for food ingredients.
And went to lengleng house.
We are to cook & eat together.
And many funny things happen haha!
Hard to type in blog.

Anyway, i will remember all our memories tgt.
I wish, pray & hope that our friendships
Will remain as it is!
United & united.
Loves!

MayGodBlessYou

2009-11-12T10:41:00.002+08:00

Heyo!
In school now.
So bored =/
Entertain me please?

MayGodBlessYou

2009-11-08T16:16:00.002+08:00

Im looking forward to the shopping this Friday!
With Pearlynn Tan and Sharon Oh!
So long never see yoo gals already D:
Thanks to 'O' Level :x

MayGodBlessYou

2009-11-08T10:54:00.002+08:00

Just uploaded theses,
because i think it looked nice.

MayGodBlessYou

2009-11-08T10:42:00.001+08:00

Stongly reccomend everyone to watch this.
Promise tat u wont regret!

MayGodBlessYou

2009-11-07T11:57:00.004+08:00

Name: 胡宇崴 / Hu Yu Wei
English name: George Hu
Profession: Actor
Birthdate: 1982-Jul-24
Birthplace: New York
Nationality: American
Height: 180cm
Weight: 70kg
Star sign: Leo
Chinese zodiac: Dog
Blood type: B

MayGodBlessYou

2009-11-06T22:38:00.004+08:00

It hurt so badly.
I miss you
But i guess u'll never know. . . . . .
Pardon me.

MayGodBlessYou

2009-11-05T20:46:00.005+08:00

I felt tat life is so boring.
But i just had to live for the sake of living.
because im born to be a human with a life.

i dunknow wat kind of feeling i am having now.
I just want to see you so much
but always end up with disappointment.
i wanted to text or call you.
but i end up putting my fone aside. . .

MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-31T12:12:00.004+08:00

٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶dionna ☆”

Love this song~

MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-29T22:20:00.007+08:00

This is Wen! :D
Thanks to friends who

made a friendsign for me !

u're appreciated (:

moodmoODMOOD!~

bring up my mood will you? :(

i can make people happy

but who can make me happy :( ?

felt tat life was boring.

no meaning at all.

im wasting earth's energy.

my head feels so heavy today.

hope i can do well in studies.

becos projects can drive a person crazy!

project can cause many things .

TakeCare&GoodNight!

MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-28T19:10:00.004+08:00

Thanks Ketty!
best friend! :D

Forgotten the pasts .
moving forward in my life.
hope to end my life in this school soon.
don worry Pearlynn Tan!
i still rmb u're my bestfriend too! hahaha

In this world,
its hard to hard someone
who has the same thinking as you.
so hard to find soemone who can click with u!
i guess i need some time to be alone too.
im getting tired.
sobs

today abit emo just now.
some pasts flash through my mind.
and im too engrossed in it :(
it keep happening though.
wondering why.
somehow, i felt quite sad deep in my heart.
yawns~

Post again soon!
MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-27T21:36:00.003+08:00

Hating a person is tired.
So put down the evil thoughts in ur mind
and think about something more important
and live happier :)
right?

friends come and go.
right? :)
treasure the friends around you.

school school school.
sian. i only hope my friends around me
to be happy :)
khai khai khai.
cheer up :)
ketty too :D

Take care.
and dont think too much.
MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-26T21:53:00.004+08:00

School work is so stressing!
stoopit :(
so many projects. sian.
Haven do finish, still alot more to go.
help! D:

Thanks uh Alvin :)

Just wad can i do?
NOTHING & sleep XD

Takecare & Goodnights
MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-25T23:14:00.003+08:00

"DIONNA" :D
Thanks TH !
you're de kindest
person on Earth i bet <3

shagshagshag. . .
Its Monday again. .
its time for school again tmr =/
shall study with Ketty
everyday after school! :)
until the exams is over.
its a promise (:
So, dont ask me out D:
i really don wanna fail :(
thanks and appreciated!
*loves*

Takecare !
GoodNights
MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-23T21:41:00.005+08:00

Time flies.

Thinking of the pasts,
i really feel like digging a hole and hide.
can't believe i did so many
embarassing stuffs. hahas.

LEE MIN HO !
cute hor? hahas.
heard tat he is coming to singapore TMR~
walaos >.<>

*loves*

TakeCare & GoodNight

MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-21T20:29:00.008+08:00

Helppp ! :(
I had been struggling these few days.
I had difficulties in my breathing.
Felt so suffocated. sobss.

Welcome Claire back to school! :)
hahas. i love my friends <33
looking forward to our exams & outings!
no matter what others thinks about us,
we live our lives! stay happy <3
*loves*
**i hope our friendship will remain as it is.**
Forever and ever :D

Take Care everyone.
MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-18T19:45:00.011+08:00

The loved Rose .
Purple Rose.

MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-17T19:43:00.013+08:00

Fuck
i brought tat project back during holidays.
i did editing to your stoopit english.
even asked my sister to check.

my printer is Black & White.
what can i do?
you said u guys wanna re-do.
so re-do till how?
want ask me help to decorate at least use proper english can?
wad do u mean by :"Hey the print out do u to decorate it? If u stil
don ans den ur marks will be gone."

who de fuck will understand tat kind of english.
and wad attitude is tat?
you could've sound better
and words are supposed to be black.
did u see other spas booklet wordings colourful?
its supposed to be the background and pictures colourful.
not the words!

even if i wanna add background,
also black n white. so might as well don add.
wad can i do?

AND, spa cost is under me.
its black & white.
i dont think theres any problem with it.
i cannot open the roleplay script.
so i even did a new one myself.
and printed it.
did u appreciate what i do?
NO!
infact still say me thick skin :)
not tat i think i done alot.
but im sure... more than u did!

Yvonne :)

im writing this here in my blog,
becos i wanna solve this fucking problem.
if u don like it, tats ur prob.

MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-15T18:58:00.005+08:00

我要弄清楚一件事。
我不是开＂朋友介绍所＂的老板。。
你们不要一直叫我介绍介绍朋友。
老实说，很讨厌！
堵兰啊！

Doing fine in school.
Just being lagged behind in some projects
and some work are yet to be done.
have to hurry up and get my mind back to work.

with loves,
MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-14T20:22:00.003+08:00

yogurt YOGURT yogurt!
whats more happier ,
when u're eating something sweet?!
enjoy it and u'll feel satisfied!

i personally recommend you this yogurt!
i can only describe it with 1 word.
DELICIOUS!

School starts!
my life was back to the same as before.
it was fun with friends!
they are the ones who make my day!

but since June,
i became very slack in schoolwork already >_<

went Popeyes today again heh ! too broke.

cant eat anything other than a whipped potato! :(

sobs - aww im so broke. totally penniless!

cant even eat a meal LOL.

cause, i spent all my money away.

like flushing money down the toilet bowl.

rawrr!

will heaven make it rain with money?!
wahaha. im dreaming again.
wake up wake up!
okay its time to get back to work soon!

takecare everyone!
MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-11T20:20:00.005+08:00

FLU FLu flu !!
my nose is stucked :(
and i sound wierd. sobs.

Heres the update!
On my birthday,
went to Suitez in illuma.
the ktv there is cool.
it supply blanket, slippers!
and has Wasabi chips! :D
plus the wings there are delicious! :D
i recommend tat place to you!

Yesterday,
Went out with Hong,Kwok,Galvin & Khair! :D
thanks for the cake!
i appreciate it .
& Happy Birthday to ChaiHong ^^
Best Wishes sis!
-
Cant believe tat school is starting tmr .
Ever since June holiday,
i have been living in holiday mood.
roarr. i hope i can stay as happy as i am now.
becos in school, there are always some . .
unhappiness between friends.
jus few more months to go!
finally im graduating!

wahahas. but i love my clique!
see you people soon! :)
loves*

MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-09T11:24:00.005+08:00

谢谢你门的礼物和祝福！
我很开心。
我正式 17 岁了！

ANGEL！

你的出现真的给了我一个SURPRISE！

你越变越可爱！哈哈。

可能是晚餐，太多食物，

吃太多，现在有点想吐! Lol。
有时间再Upload照片！

至于我那些在考

'O' level的朋友，

要加油喔。
祝你们好运＝］

MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-06T14:56:00.005+08:00

上个星期五，
跟 Tian 还有 Faizal 一起去打 Pool！
很久没看见他门了。都变了好多。哈哈

上个星期六，
跟 Lengleng 那个白木一起吃晚餐！
吃完，我门去钓玩具。
我和她，一人钓到一只Pooh。
看她那么开心,我当然也为她开心啦！

作天，星期一
跟 Yong 去溜冰! 也就是 iceskating。
虽然他不会溜，一直跌倒，
害我不停的笑,他还是愿意陪我.
谢啦！

4bia 2！
很好看!

明天，终于是我生日了！
希望时间可以停。。
让我一被子都那么开心。
但，不可能啦。T＿T

我爱我的朋友。
虽然有时会吵架，
他门种是让我开心。
祝福大家！

Get well soon Claire!!
再见！

MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-05T12:41:00.007+08:00

一个是我画的。一个是从internet找的。

利害吧。。哈哈

时间过得好快，

一转眼，就过了两个星期。

学效假日要没了。

同时，我生日也越来越靠近了！

10月7日。。。
我就17岁了！

我爱棒棒堂！
MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-03T13:02:00.004+08:00

Now people!
Lets vote!

Which interest you most?
Which is important to you?
1)Money
2)Sex
3)Relationship
4)Career
5)Knowledge

MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-03T10:34:00.006+08:00

不要对人太好。
这个道里，我以经学会了。
如过有人让你感到不开心，

而你一直都不放在心里，
那个人，永远都不知道尊重你。

-
-
王子 - 对不起

歌词-

多久了没有你的消息

上一封简讯是星期几

又错过了与你的约定

对不起真的不是故意

有时候没办法陪着你

你总是对我说没关系

放不下我对你的任性

对不起不该让你伤心

有时候你会让让我

尽管我大男人发作

有时候你会装作不懂

默默地留一些空间给我

这些事情其实我一直都藏在心里
请你原谅我不懂逗你开心

请你原谅我不懂听你的心

回想这过去我学着让你更安心

别赌气别任性别放弃说声对不起

有时候你会让让我

尽管我大男人发作

有时候你会装作不懂

默默地留一些空间给我

这些事情其实我一直都藏在心里
请你原谅我不懂逗你开心

请你原谅我不懂听你的心

回想这过去我学着让你更安心

别赌气别任性别放弃
请你相信我我会更加珍惜

请你相信我我会呵护着你

小小的爱情却是我最大的幸运

疼爱的想念的都是你请你

相信一个这样的我
请原谅我对不起对不起

我爱棒棒堂！

MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-02T12:58:00.003+08:00

这是我今天早上画的。
还好吧？哈哈哈
记得给我一点意见喔。

那只猫(ketty)，因该快病好了吧？
哈哈哈哈。。
看！我多挺你，多关心你^^
要感谢我！
快点好起来才可以一起出门啦！
脸一立一立很好看吗？
哈哈＾＾
读了后，不要生气。
因为气也没有用！
拉拉拉～

多五天就是我的生日了！
还满期待的。

我爱棒棒堂！
再见。

MayGodBlessYou

2009-10-01T23:09:00.005+08:00

我好喜欢棒棒堂哦！

王子，傲犬，阿本。。等等
个个都很有才华。

有才华的男生最吸引人了！

而且还很有型！

去抬弯时，就深深被吸引了。

那里的小吃，夜市，还有名星。。

我都喜欢。

不知道几时还能在去。

好怀念哦。

如果我的人生是一场电影，

那因该会很闷吧。

有时会感到伤心。

因为我移串到家长的都是坏的！！

气死人了！

腿短也就算了。

长得又矮小。

难过死了。

长高很难你知道吗？

但,我也以经想通了。

键慷最重要！

只是有时看见美女，

会感到自悲。

好啦。

有点累了。

大家晚安！

记得，在TAGBOARD留言！

please do leave a message at my tagboard^^
thanks .

再见！

MayGodBlessYou

2009-09-30T20:05:00.003+08:00

☆我现在的心情:

闷死了!

再多7天, 我就17岁了,
有很多地方要学!
慢慢想自己要什么..
给自己一个机会,
努力的去提升自己.
祝我好运!
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄
٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ 再见!
MayGodBlessYou

2009-09-30T19:47:00.007+08:00

哈罗！
went swimming with joanes & pearlynn
on sunday :D .
its been a long time since i've seen them!
hahas. joanes become much mature now
& more gentlemen :x

on monday,
went to job interview with meiyan !
well, the venue is far.
so dont think im gonna thake up this job :x
after that, meiyan's mom
invited me to their house
& treat me to dinner!
谢谢！

this is a pic i took few weeks ago.
*get well soon ketty & lengleng :)
*thanks eddie & shaun for helping me to dl song.

loves
MayGodBlessYou

2009-09-26T20:25:00.006+08:00

不是因为寂寞才想你,
是因为想你才寂寞。

爱,就是这么莫名其妙。

MayGodBlessYou

2009-09-22T20:00:00.003+08:00

Whats more important than being happpy?

im jus passing my day lifelessly.
day by day. . . . . .
just wasting my time.
too many things to do until i. . . . .
dunknw which to start 1st ):

keeping things in my heart,
jus suffocating myself.
things going thru my mind.
how do u think of me?

anyway, jus gonna hide everything.
before i fall into a helpless state,
i better put this down now :D

byebye.
MayGodBlessYou

2009-09-20T21:59:00.003+08:00

Friday, never go school again. hahas.
instead went to buy things with ketty.

later, met up with lengleng.
den went to eat tgt :D
at night ._,
leng ask me go sing dunknw wad thing.
so stayed over her house :D
her mom & sis dam nice la :D
hehehs. thanks =]

sunday,
Happy Birthday To Claire!!
生日快了！
永远开心！

goodnights !

MayGodBlessYou

2009-09-18T08:49:00.006+08:00

Hello!
since im free now, i shall blog a little :D
went to town with Claire, Ketty, Lengleng,Angel !
and leng's sis & cousin .
Leng left early :(

im so glad that i get to know them seriously.
if not i dont know how to
even past my days in school.
but true enough,
they are really good people man! :D
kind, talkative, jokers ,shopping.
this is our hobby :)
i hope these frenships will never end
i have met up with alot people
whom i nvr seen b4 in sec school days.
but they are the ones who stand by me
and gives me encouragement
i really appreciate it . thanks!

Heading to school now!
byebye!

MayGodBlessYou

2009-09-16T22:19:00.002+08:00

i feel so happy =]
thanks claire , ketty & kor :D
thanks lengleng for finding people to kup =x
i will say to myself.
treasure friends i have now.
because they are really great.
i hope we will remain or become better :D

no more doubts, no more hates.
everything throw away.
let bygones be bygones.
i love my cliques <3
i will jus live my life =D

MayGodBlessYou

2009-09-16T19:04:00.011+08:00

Today was a rather good day!
after school went out to slack with
Claire, LengLeng,Ketty,Xiaoma & Lenz.
lols. funny la dey. :x
and went home with Claire!
we are so high. hahaha.
but we cannot talk to loud in the bus ;x
*too free to blog about u?* lol!

Goodbye!
MayGodBlessYou

2009-09-15T17:51:00.003+08:00

If u dont like me jus tell me :)
cos im sure i dont like u either.
i dont think i did anything bad to u :)
so i dont think i deserve this.
and i dont care.
becos ure not even an important person to me.

its very hard to make me angry.
but yeah, u did it :D

since young, no one ever treated me this way.
not even my mother. :)

jus becos i gave in and give u face,
don expect me to give in forever.

MayGodBlessYou

2009-09-13T20:46:00.001+08:00

tat over shit ketty & i XD

i finally wake up from my sleep after hours.
when i wake up, i sit at one corner
and started thinking. . . . . .

everybody is create in different shape and sizes.
everybody has difference pasts and griefs.
heal yourself , smile & laugh again.
i live my own life.
i walk my own route.

smile & laugh is my unchangable hobby.
may look retarded or act retarded at times.
i dont care. i wan people around me to
smile & laugh like how i do.
they can be sad at times,
but i hope they can heal themselves
as fast as i could.
they can laugh at my stuupidity. why not?

nothing is more important than living happy right?
unless something tat seriously affected your life happened.
tats the time, you grief.

griefing over something actually can affect your moood,
your esteem, your everything.
making decision in life is important.
only bet on something tat is a sure win situation.
if u know you'll lose out, u have to think again.

i hope this post helps.
MayGodBlessYou

2009-09-13T07:43:00.001+08:00

Just reached home.
Thanks for the cab journey. :D

Back from chalet at last.
feel so stinky, sticky and smelly!
my dark eye ring is back to live D:
really enjoyed there.
although there are some unhappiness.
which made me feel down
when i see my friends crying.
no matter what, i believe them,
and will be there for them..
and the people there,
showed me wad is call friends :)

though i cant help much,
but i will do wadever i can think of,
if they are hurt :)
i might be crazy.
i might be emo .
but i hate people who bullies my friends.
bully 2 SOMEMORE.
do something against their will,
don dare admit ?
lie summore (:
naaaaabuuuu.

go other people chalet, do this to them.
know what is shameless bo?
if u think im talking about u,
den too bad :D
tats ur problem.
becos, im talking about u :D

anyway, in de end.
still ended the chalet with a fun and nice memory.
& Hapyy Birthday to my old best friend PEARLYNN TAN!
you are getting older ! so please,
do more facial for ur own good.
XD love you ! i owe u a present !

MayGodBlessYou

2009-09-11T15:04:00.003+08:00

Dear blogger,
since morning,
i feel kinda sad.
until now,
still the same.
totally moodless.
feel like a zombie.

MayGodBlessYou

2009-09-10T20:58:00.004+08:00

enjoying with friends heheh.
thanks claire for what u say in ur blog. <3
im really touched and happy to hear tat.
i admit we had misunderstandings b4.
but i never put anything in heart . hahas.
i only put friendships in heart :x

meiyan! spread ur wings tonight
and fly to hongkong tml xD
enjoy yourself & bon voyage!

tmr is chalet day! so fast.
it should be quite fun ! :D
woo . im quite excited about it actually =]
i pray for everyone to be safe =)

jus now, went dinner with sharon,
shawn & his friend.
den after tat went to play pool ! s
o funny la hahahaha.
the procedure is too funny to explain.
hope to meet up with them again real soon ^^
they are nice people [=

current mood:
tired & looking forward to tml's chalet.

MayGodBlessYou

2009-09-07T21:43:00.002+08:00

School is fine =]
Looking forward to the upcoming chalet.
Hahas. nowadays go home with CLAIRE ^^
she loves to take pics and stare into mirror :x
hope the friendship with my friends in school
will not end :) cos i really enjoy the times with em :D

salon operation project really make me
quite exhausted =/
frankly speaking, i don think much of wad my
other teamates do.

what they do is like so EASY -_- .
they only go there sit down,
waiting for time to past.
awaiting for going home time.
sians. nvm ba =]
this course 1 year only hahas.

watching Heart Of Greed on tv.
dam nice man ! =p
i recommend you to watch =)
And sorry pearlynn could not make it today to
house of chin. i got school D:
shall end here ^-^

Please try to reflect.
theres nth much more i can do to help.
everything is in your own hands.

MayGodBlessYou

2009-09-05T23:01:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, went gym with shawn n sharon again =]
and today, went starbucks with them
they study, i use lappie =p

after we reached home . . . . . .
we started to webcam LOL.
sharon, tienhoe and i :D

and i wan to say something.
people, THIS is my blog =]
i post to show my feeling, my thoughts
at THAT particular time.
when im feeling down, or extremely happy.
so when reading my blog,
u read my emo posts,
don mind me :) im like this.
if u can get used to it, its good for u.
if u cannot, den don read .
thats all i can say .
you guys dunknow anything.
anyway, no offence.

MayGodBlessYou

2009-09-04T22:57:00.007+08:00

Im trying.
Really trying very hard.
to improve myself.
am i really that bad?
i dont know.
i feel so useless.

my hope for everything,
was mostly shattered.
wads the point of living?
for my family.

my course require pretty girls.
but when taking class fotos,
i feel so embarassed.
so embarassed to let people know wad course i am from.
not becos the course is lousy.
but becos im ugly.
i think the teacher pity me , tats y let me go into the course.

MayGodBlessYou

2009-09-03T23:26:00.004+08:00

i';ve got somethings hidden in my heart.
making me feel so painful.
im sad.

what can i say or do anything about it?
my love life jus sucks.
totally.
let me emo my way until de day i wake up.
let me continue this dream .
its jus too beautiful .

MayGodBlessYou

2009-09-03T18:13:00.000+08:00

Hello blogger!
i have been learning shuffling this few days lol.
D: until now still CMI . hahas.

anyway, Monday,
its Teacher's Day.
i wish every teacher a Happy teacher's day :)
i went back to peicai.
saw gary & chatted with him (:
while waiting for pearlynn.

after tat, went to mall with pearlynn :D
we ate our pepper lunch!
dam delicious de wor.

after tat went to play badminton .
with Sharon/shawn and pearlynn :)
but too bad,
after awhile it rained :)
so pearlynn went home.

left with 3 of use,
went to hougang sports hall to play .
ahahas. dam funny. my shoes soles fell off!
oh ya. my right arm until now still pain :O

anyway, today went to army open house.
saw alot of fit guys hahas.
but the weather was dam freaking HOT !
everybody melted :(

den went home with xiwen ^^
chatting on bus. muahaha. dam fun la ! :D
i didnt know she was this chattable. HAHA!

okok time for practising !
take care everyone! :D

MayGodBlessYou

2009-08-30T19:43:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, saturday,
went out with Sharon, shawn & his little sister.
:D at vivo.

after tat,
went to hougang mall.
we played emo game Lol ! :x

after awhile when they needa leave,
i went to find kwoky & wilson bro ^^
they still the same la!
never say me or suan me not happy.
haha. we went to plaza pool.
they walk me home.
thanks ^^

-
Today,sunday,
went to meet up with raphael.
we both went to house of chinchillas
to find pearlynn ^^
its been a long time since i see her :)
nex saturday going out with her n joanes.
looking forward to it (:

anyway, saw shaun.
i know him so long,
BUT dunknow he stay same block as me.
muahahaha! so shocked!

tml, monday,
actually intended to pon10 school!
BUT, miss tay, my form teacher,
need me to stay back in school to do something.
so sian la! :(
i reallie missed my sec school friends T_T

sobs.
im not very used to my current school actually.
luckily i have some really ncie friends there.
if not i confirm cannot make it.
ok im tired.
shall end here .

MayGodBlessYou

2009-08-30T10:40:00.001+08:00

Hope u all will like it like i do :D
MayGodBlessYou

2009-08-29T22:34:00.003+08:00

i hate this i hate this.
i have bad lungs.
but my dad keep smoking.
without considerating,
he pollute my whole house with ash.
mother FUCKER .
im sorry for being harsh.
but im really pissed off.

i cant cut my hands becos
i have to do practical lessons in school.
so i slap my self again and again
real hard. but i cant feel any pain.
feel like taking a knife to cut my face
cut my lungs and nose.

i seriously need something to
vent my stress and anger on.

when im typing all this,
i've been coughing all the way.
so irritating. !!!!

why?! why issit tat when i chose
to live my life back to the correct way,
i have people like this in my life?
i freakin hate smokers.
if wan smoke,
go other place la !

MayGodBlessYou

2009-08-28T20:26:00.002+08:00

Me and tat KETTY =_=

:D after school pei her go INJECTION (:
lols in the meanwhile,
nothing to do ma.
so we took this pic :)

after tat,
went to gym with sharon.
muuhaha. it was fun .
and the guys there.. . ..
was like. . .. .
WOW! :D

and saw my primary school mate
in mall after gym.
he don recognise me at all! D:
LOl..who cares ^^

MayGodBlessYou

2009-08-27T17:11:00.003+08:00

Look at me will you?
i know this pic looks stoopited.
But, you always seems to be
so near yet so far.
This is not what i wan.
-

Will everything come to an end?
i dont wan to lose my happiness now.
i love my family <3
i love my friends <3

you are on the road to success.

dont give up.
will you guys give me ur support too?

MayGodBlessYou

2009-08-26T22:33:00.001+08:00

i love all SHINee members!
~Onew,Key,Minho,Jonghyun,Taemin~
MINHO make me melt <3
-his smile is so charming!

ONEW so talented! :)
-his voice is excellent!

TAEMIN so adorable :D
-his face is so cute!!

KEY & JONGHYUN so cute! :D
-they are totally so attractive!

MayGodBlessYou

2009-08-25T19:52:00.003+08:00

PEOPLE!
i fell in love with a korean band!
SHINee !!
They are young and cute!
dance n sing well! love them! <3

Real Name: Kim Ki Bum 김기범
Nickname: Almighty Key
Birthday: 1991.09.23 (17 years old)
Height: 177 cm
Interest/Speciality: Rap, Dance, Snowboarding, Japanese, English,
ChinesePosition: Supporting Vocalist, 2nd Lead Rapper

MINHO 민호 珉豪 (MinHao)
Nickname: Flaming Charisma
Birthday: 1991.12.09 (16 Yrs old)
Height: 181cm
Interest/Speciality: Football, Basketball, Acting, Modeling, English, ChinesePosition: Supporting Vocalist, Lead Rapper

*I LOVE MINHAO most* <3

JONGHYUN 종현 鐘鉉 (ZhongXuan)
Nickname: Bling Bling
Birthday: 1990.04.08 (18 yrs old )
Height: 173cm
Interest/Speciality: Singing, Song Writing,
ChinesePosition: Lead Vocalist

TAEMIN 태민 泰民 (TaiMin)
Nickname: Spineless Maknae
Birthday: 1993.07.18 (15 yrs old)
Height: 175 cm
Interest/Speciality: Dance, Piano,
ChinesePosition: Supporting Vocalist, Lead Dancer

ONEW 온유 温流 (WenLiu)
Real Name: Lee Jin Ki 이진기
Birthday: 1989.12.14 (18 years old)
Height: 177 cm
Interest/Speciality: Singing, Piano,
Chinese Position: Leader, 2nd Lead Vocalist

hope to know them in life T_T
but i think no hope de LOL.

MayGodBlessYou

2009-08-22T10:02:00.003+08:00

Being young,
how nice.

simply so innocent.
no evil thoughts.
no jealousy,
no comparing,
jus live happily everyday.

eat, play, sleep

can i live in this manner too?
i hope so.
but why do i find it so hard.
I hope to find my way back to life soon.

-end-

darkdaRKDARK.
why am i so afraid of you?
i hate to wake up in the middle of the night.
becos, i wont be able to sleep again.

i hear wierd noises.
sometimes i actually feel unknown pressence near me.
i see wierd people, doing wierd stuffs.
it make my hair stand.
">.<"

MayGodBlessYou

2009-08-22T08:44:00.001+08:00

As usual,
this few days at school is fine & fun :D

Some gals out there jealous of my friend
becos she is prettier than them D:
after sending her negative comments,
and switched off their fones.

poor cailing <3
nothing de. you have us <3
Theres nothing wrong for being chio.
Since they cant accept u for who u r,
why bother?
jus cheer up & continue ur life.
becos the fact is, u ARE chio wad!

yesterday,
i went to kimgary n eat lunch
with Xiwen,Cailing & Adelaide :D
The food there not bad ley!
*thumbs up*

after tat,
went polive station with them D:
nothing much. muahahas.

-end of story-

MayGodBlessYou

2009-08-19T21:48:00.000+08:00

Woo Hoo.
School is fun nowadays.
Because of my friends :D

yesterday,
during lunch,
we ordered macdonalds!
wahaha~

today,
during lunch,
we went to airport to eat . . .
POPEYE!
so nice! so long never eat already! :D

and after popeye,
i bo bian, have to pon lessons.
i went to meet Sharon at Bugis :D
we walk&walk.
shoppinqq.
i realised tat the trend. . .
is getting worse n worse.
sobsobs~
in the end only bought one tanktop! :D

after tat, 2 of her friends came :D
we decided to go sing KBOX.
and so we went.
sinqqsinqqsinqq.
and we cabbed home :D

ok. EVERYBODY,
TMR is 7th month!
be more careful ok ? :D

MayGodBlessYou